I am at the point where I have nothing left to lose. I was missing you that night, just as I do every night. I was feeling vulnerable and weak. I decided to let you know how I feel, so I messaged you saying I missed you and how I am hurt that you threw away fours years of friendship. Not to mention what an ass you were being. I just needed to let you know. I can’t lose anything more than what I already have lost, a friend. You act as a stranger and it hurts terribly. I wish I could cut you off completely from my life. I need to move on. If you ever want to talk to me again, you know where I live.